Serial Experiments Lain

■Lda003 (7A-3)

Today I went to the library. Touko-san told a story that was a bit
difficult, about psychoanalysis and counseling and things like that. She used
all sorts of difficult words that I thought I should look up, but of course
I didn’t understand most of it.

I wonder if I’m dumb.

I’m worried she’s saying strange things about me. When I talk to Kyoko-
chan and her friends, I think they make weird faces.

I hate it. I can’t do these consultations.

#lain

■Lda002 (7A-0)

Today, I went shopping with Kyoko-chan. I bought some earrings and a bracelet. But wearing them out is a bit embarrassing. Kyoko-chan looked really nice, because earrings suit her, but they don’t really look good on me. If I’m not cute, no matter what I wear, it won’t do me any good. For some reason, I feel cheated. But I might get a few compliments. Kyoko-chan said I looked nice, and I was a little happy.

#lain

■Lda001 (6A-13)

A diary? What shall I write? What kind of things about me should I write? Today, I woke up in the morning, went to school, and had my lessons; then after school, I went to Touko’s-sensei’s place, and we told stories. Then I came home. She said that writing this diary would be good for me. I don’t have anybody to talk to, nor do I know what I should write. I guess I’ll continue for now. I ate dinner, watched television, and told stories with Father. Then I took a bath, and now I’m writing today’s diary. Oh, I’m really ashamed of myself rereading this. I might be bad at things like diaries. I want to stop.

#lain

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