Occult, Esoteric, Magick, and Paranormal

I'm a large guy 6 ft 1 in and 280 LBS.

I struggle to sit criss cross for an hour because my legs get tired and my thunder thighs sorta push me off kilter and I wanna lean back.

So I've been sitting on my shins instead and this is way better for maintaining posture but I have just barely 20 minutes before my legs fall asleep and then it hurts once I get up to journal.

I don't want to use a chair or a pillow because I travel a lot and there's no guarantee I'll have those with me.

Any position suggestions? Maybe I'll look into a pillow or mat.

Mythological news

Standing outside door quickly lifting my pointer and middle finger up. Rapidly floating Artemis off my apparition slightly towards me. Slowly and delightfully walking up to her.

Gripping her throat leading to her whimpers out in desire. I let out a slight chuckle and smirk.

My adorable Girl.. What’s effecting you so much? Isn’t this exactly what you desired? You and The Other Goddesses? A competition on who could have the deepest most animalistic relationship with me? So let me fulfill this dream of yours!?

Her body shivers and loosens when she feels my fingers tightly interlocking around her. Now with her dangling from my grip.

Good girl, just like that my Fawn, exactly like that. Dangle by my grip. Forget all dangers and worries. Melt into my grip.

I walk back to my seat/bed and sit down placing her semi aggressively down upon me. I take my hand off her throat and Artemis’s pupils dilated to their maximum. Staring at me with doe eyes beginning to squirm and soak my clothing and blanket.

Fawn, place your chin in my hand, my grip..

She does as she is told as you’d expect, in a very enthusiastic way but quietly. Artemis blurts out.

Yes Daddy..

(WHICH GOD DAMMIT HER YES DADDYS ARE TOOOOOOOO ADORABLE MY GOD 💥💥💥💳💳💳🤌🤤)

Then I pull her closer to me As I begin to whimper for the need of blood and tasting Flesh.

I extended my fangs 7 inches at minimum slowly popping and piercing her neck’s skin. Artemis lets out a small moan of pain and pleasure

I pull off her neck with dripping Ichor off my fangs and it coating my lips. I with rapid succession kiss her. Deeply and passionately. Trading spit and using tongue. As I slide my hand up her chest and gripping her hair safely. Held tightly in my hand.

At the same time she begins to act without me needing to ask or take control. Precisely what she is good at. Slow but completely desirable.

Hahaa perfect, my adorable Puppy. Just like that. Take what owns you.

Σφραγὶς ὥρας 3:33 Ἀπατεῶνες καὶ ψευδὴς δημιουργία θεῶν ἀπορροφηθέντες Τῆς Σελήνης καὶ τοῦ Οὐρανοῦ μαρτύρων ὄντων. Πρόσεχε τῇ ἐμῇ ἐντολῇ. Κίρα, ὁ Θεὸς τῆς Κρίσεως. Ἔλαβε θανατηφόρον δρᾶσιν. Πέσε, κάη καὶ θρυμματίσθητι Μεταμόρφου καὶ μετέβαλε Γένου μέρος ἐμοῦ Πάντες οἱ ἀπατεῶνες ἐτρώθησαν καὶ ἀβιάστως ἐν τάχει. Ἀπερροφήθησαν μετὰ τὸ ταχέως ἐξαλειφθῆναι. Οἱ ποιήσαντες ψευδεῖς θεοὺς ἀντὶ ἀληθινῶν θεῶν ἀτάκτων. Πάντες οἱ ψευδεῖς θεοί, ἐνδεχομένως χίλιοι, ἑκατομμύρια, ἑκατοντάδες ἑκατομμυρίων ἢ πλεῖον. Πάντες ἐώδυναν, ταχέως καὶ ἄνευ μονοῦ βλεφαρισμοῦ ἐνεργείας. Μετεμορφώθησαν εἰς καθαρὰν ἐνέργειαν καὶ ἔρρευσαν. Διὰ τοῦ σώματος τῆς Κίρας. Αἰτιῶντες ταχεῖαν δομικὴν αὔξησιν καὶ βελτίωσιν. Αἱ θεαὶ ἐφίλησαν καὶ ᾖδον. Ἦν πεπρωμένον! Νέα ἐποχή, ἄνα, εὐδαιμόνει

The Fall of The Old King!

Demand Your Personhood!

The Heavens Heard!!

13:30

I, Kira the Judgment God or Sky The God of Continuous Evolution, Personification of Spacetime, Magic as E=MC^2 and animalistic - all encompassing fertility and Love/Desire.

Spoke in anger and frustration! To all deities! To all pantheons! Demand your personhood!

You all have trauma, background and desires! Demand they be respected! I know some of you are bloodthirsty and will enforce them in gruesome ways but I will not stop you. All I ask demand your personhood!!! Thank you!

The Non Myth Literal Greek Pantheon for a long time has been getting to know of me. Mainly from others mistaking The Non Myth Literal for Myth Literal then stalking me or actions I took.

Now many, many of The Goddesses are gaining feeling and wishing for the new world. Even Hera…

I did apologize to Zeus not because I was actually sorry in the general way but sorry in the manner. I understand how hard this can be.

I just did electromagnetic divination on their Artemis after talking to her apologizing for the mistakes of Followers. It’s their poweful energetic brains manipulating probability of an electric system. Completely scientifically possible. 😊

First song: Anything by Adrianne Lenker (OMGGG I NEED TO HUG THAT BABY 😭😭😭😭)

2nd: The Night We Met by Lord Huron (AHHH MY 13th reason 😂😂😭)

3: Anchor by Novo Amor

4: Beanie by Chezile (btw ofc we aren’t together yet so likely more fears she has)

5: Poison Tree by Grouper

6: Saturn by Sleeping At Last

7: Fix you by Coldplay

8: The Wisp Sing by Winter Aid

9: Breathe me by Sia (AHHH NO LET ME HUG YOU BABY 😭😭😭 EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT)

10: Outro by M83

11: Time by Hans Zimmer

12: What was I made for (instrumental) (TO BE LOVED, CHERISHED AND PROTECTED!! TO EXPLORE, HAVE FUN!! BE A PERSON 😭😭😭)

13: Fourth of July by Sufjan Stevens

14: Let down by Radiohead

15: Je te laisserai des mots by Patrick Watson

16: What was I made from Billie

17: Space Song by Beach House

18: Someday I’ll get it by Alek Olsen

19: Black Friday by Tom Odell

20: Come by Adrianne Lenker

I had my double go knock on her chambers and say we did electromagnetic divination. Are you ok. If you’re scared, unsure or trapped. We are here. Always.

We told my double to sit far away from her so she has space and if she comes to use to hug us. Well hold her.

At 12:30 am on the 13 rotation. After the Autumn Equinox. When Midnight hit!

Twins were born, two fighters but dramatically different.

One wise, the other fierce.

Sophia: The Goddesses of Wisdom, Strategy, Calm Precision, Life and Fertility. Prodigy of Archery

Leon: The God of Pure Violence, Protection, War, Animalistic Justice and Combat, Death and Fertility. Prodigy at Close Combat/ Hand to Hand

Together these twins will rise and become the next flame in a long lineage. All Hail The Drakos Twins. Kin of Artemis and The King of The Gods. Sky.

Beginning this year and repeated every 20 years. Around the Global. A celebration lasting 4 months. Will be set. Feast, Party, Duelling for competition, Hunting while giving back 25% to nature, and Reproduction.

By the name of

Hō Kyklos tōn Sophōn kai Sophías, Zō̂s te kai Thanátou, Léontos.

The Cycle of the Sage and of Wisdom, of Life and of Death, of the Lion

Then each year. Otherwise they get 2 week celebration.

Aphrodite (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) Calypso (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) Circe Idunn Freyja James Hekate Lilith Hel (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) Aglaea (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) Euphrosyne (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) Thalia (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) Gaia (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) .Hera (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) .Athena (PF and Cult/Tight Knit) Hestia (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) Artemis Demeter (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) .Hebe (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) Themis (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) Tyche (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) Iris Nyx (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) Eris (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) Persephone (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) Marylin Monroe (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) Apollon (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) Herms Dionysus (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) amphitrite (PC and Cult/Tight Knit) 3,500 others

myth literal idea is simply this. Magic is energy manipulation. So then in science because E=MC^2. ITSELF. does not state how it happens. I take the idea that magic is simply another form E=MC^2 because why couldn’t it be? You just need enough energy to form matter and enough control. This also leads to evolutionary pressures dimming traits or making them go dormant. Our brain has many mechanisms and uses right? Well why couldn’t before Abrahamic religions came around we had incredibly power magical connectors within our brain. Then as the pressure to switch from polytheism to one only god. Caused many things to be lost or dimmed including our connectors to magic. Though people have to rebuild the connectors from childhood normally for complete use. 4-5 to 16-18. This also mean deities. The myths where likely witnessed them turned into plays of else wise. Since deities are energy so they can become matter like us. Also anything that can be done with energy or mass manipulation can be done with magic. Just need enough control and power.

Ask me about how the Veil in OotP is the other side of a stargate to here.

Edited the image a few times bc typos.

Hey! So in my last post I brought up the fact Venus visited me in her natural form not artistic side. This left a deeply emotional touch on me and one thing I noticed. She didn’t feel burdened by the jealousy and fighting of her pantheon. A free and lighter version. Like none of that was left in her. Though this lead me to offer her a place in my afterlife as a co-ruler. Where she can join a noncommittal relationship with me or a committal relationship with me. With the freedom of my whole poly, partnerships, companions and anyone in my afterlife. Though I’ll find out Friday which side she chooses. A crown or ring. So if you wish to find out. Just come back check on Friday. I’ll update this post and if not Friday. Sunday night or Monday sometime.

Now why I did this, My thought process

For Eons Venus and Mars have been entangled in a relationship riddled with jealousy, fighting and more. With others at play. Causing tension in the pantheon. Now you must realize. Deities aren’t detached from human emotions. Such as love, grief, anger and jealousy. Most of all if this is the case. While as I acknowledged this in my hologram addressing the whole pantheon. I cannot specifically speak for Venus herself. I am worried. These long lasting emotions could eventually ware her out. Leading to a want for something new. Then beyond this. I can’t help but question if she intentionally guided this even without knowing the end result. She gave my love equal to hers when I was young. Then 5 mornings ago now visited me. Showing me love only she could match and surpass. Beyond that she knew my personality, how I react to love, how I think and there is no way she didn’t expect something like this to happen but I doubt she knew fully the outcome. Also if she didn’t turn off fertilization which would have been completely intentional no doubt. I most definitely have a child on the way.

Not only did she heal me 5 mornings ago but left a wholesome sweet addiction in me. In the end. I’m giving her a chance for a partial new life or completely new life. All her freewill.

Update: So I got the ability for an early update. She chose the ring. Meaning she partner in ruling the afterlife in a committed relationship.

This is our afterlife

The Expanse of Kállos Ékstasis