Okay I officially have complete and utter brain rot, I’m on week 3 of yearning for a boyfriend I need to like actually put myself out there and find one otherwise I’m actually literally going blow up in a cartoon explosion
ElectronNumberSeven
joined 2 years ago
Idk they’re just cutting support for windows 8.1 starting in 2024. I guess not enough people use it to justify supporting it
I got Cities Skylines 2 working on my computer 
But I can't see any of the water so the map is unreadable 
The steam page says that the minimum requirement is a GTX970 which is what I have but despite that I still had a "volumetric materials" error that I had edit a file to fix but I guess that turned off all the water and I can't play like that. It could also be my OS because I'm still on win 8.1 so, I've got to update that anyway because steam stops working on my computer in 17 days and if that doesn't fix the problem then I'll be very sad. I don't have anywhere near enough money for a new graphics card so if the OS update doesn't help I'll just return the game
I can’t even dunk on shit like this it just makes me sad. I so understand just wanting to be in another world and hoping beyond hope that you’ll just one day wake up where it’s better and not hell world
Gender really is a fuck
Okay after some more thought I think the idea of being a woman in a heterosexual relationship is what’s making me uncomfortable, I don’t want that dynamic and don’t want to be that. But I still want to date men. Idk I might be less binary than I originally thought I was
Barn owl noises in a grizzly bear body
I want to like men in a gay way but not be a man myself???? Why is gender?? Why do I even have to do this at all, why can’t I just be me and have that be all?
I went to the therapy services at my university and they told me that they couldn't really help me and that I needed long-term care and directed me to some places off campus but I can't drive due to anxiety so I can't get to any of them and even if I could I don't have the money to afford something like that
Okay I finally got around to leaving my apartment. I returned some mail that was mistakenly given to me and I went to the corner store and bought some chips and soda
My deadname was Bobson Dugnutt