Moss

Sometimes the work shift is so bad you wake up the next day still annoyed

I have worked for one night in this bar and now they are making me open and close on my own. Bitch I have no idea what I'm doing

I finally got around to filling out some forms for my ADHD assessment after nearly two weeks of being given them. I have a feeling I'm gonna pass this test

I have come to realise that I only live for temporary pleasures and hedonism and I have no goals in life.

I went on a trip to Valencia to visit friends. I had a great time and really enjoyed myself. But I realised all my friends were taking a break from what they want to be doing in their lives, and I was doing what I want to be doing.

My friends all have partners they are very committed to and love very much. They have jobs they enjoy and hobbies they work on. They have places they want to visit and things they want to achieve.

I don't really have any of that. I work to earn enough money to live. I spend my free time socialising and playing video games and walking my dog and drinking. I don't really have any dreams. I've lost all motivation to advance my politics. I'm seeing college through out of obligation rather than passion.

I guess it's a different manifestation of my depression. When I was a teenager I was extremely sad all the time and very suicidal. Now I'm just kinda fine. The highs aren't that high and the lows aren't that low. I don't want to end my life, I just don't really care too much what I do with it.

I hope one day I can have some kind of drive to make something of myself. It's not that I'm content with where I'm at, it's that I don't care enough to make any changes.

Saaaaame.

The mod in Morrowind which makes it so that your weapons actually hit things for sure, it makes the game playable.

But like actually? Kaiserreich comes to mind for Hoi4, Calamity for Terraria fits in really well with the base game and Legacy of the Dragonborn was the last Skyrim mod I built a playthrough around

Ooh what mods are those?

They're not the actual bmf

Oh yeah I know. Honestly I think the image some people try to present of gen z as an entirely revolutionary generation because some people shitpost about guillotines is kinda embarrassing

I am an early 00s baby so I can give you some insight on a couple of those things. First, I like ASMR, but it has to be really specific. There are only a few creators I watch and I only watch specifically sci-fi or medical roleplay. I have no idea why these are the only videos that work for me, but they are. But when they work, they feel great. I get a really relaxing tingly feeling in my head, like when you're a kid and your parent is scratching your head. It's definitely weird but it works for me. I can't explain it.

I use Instagram loads, but only really to look at memes and talk with my friends. I don't post much, and most of my friends don't post much either. My feed is 95% shitposts and 5% cooking videos.

Anime is so popular and moves so fast now, and has so much support, in comparison to the 90s when a lot of it would never get an English dub or sub. There's always gonna be a few popular battle shonen - it used to be Bleach and Naruto, then Attack on Titan, now it's Jujutsu Kaisen and My Hero Academia. But there's also so many seasonal anime that asking someone "do you watch anime" actually doesn't tell you much about their tastes.

I always take my photos and videos in portrait because I guess that's the best way to look at them on a phone. I never turn my phone sideways because it's easier to scroll in portrait.

Also, a lot of people are saying that Gen z are a lot cooler than our predecessor politically. That may be true (idk I wasn't there when you were young), partially because we grew up in a post cold war, post 9/11, post 2008 crash world, but also partially because of the movements which came before us. I would say most young people are very good on LGBT issues specifically, and I think that's in large part thanks to the especially vocal movements of older queer people who came to the forefront as we were growing up. We were more exposed to gay and trans people in a positive light, thanks to a lot of millennials.

Everyone upholds capitalism by living in it, communism isn't a poverty cult.