TeraByteMarx

joined 1 year ago

Lemmy is so dependable

[–] TeraByteMarx@lemmy.dbzer0.com 1 points 5 days ago (1 children)

What you mean by bad man? unless you're committing war/ sex crimes... try therapy, drugs or changing your gender. It's sad that people daydream about that but also kinda delusionally narcissistic, like in a way that could benefit from therapy or just talking to a single other person

[–] TeraByteMarx@lemmy.dbzer0.com 2 points 1 month ago (2 children)

They gave you disability support for adhd alone?

Seagulls are the most social anxious bird you'll ever watch. They're not used to being seen by people

That makes sense and is pragmatic, it's just been hard to compartmentalize lately. The psychiatric system can often work to further marginalise and straight up hurt people with severe disorders, disorders that likely wouldn't exist, at least to the same severity without capitalism and everything that comes with it. I've been so sensitive to it lately, hence mention of justice sensitivity but the fact that we have a box for people who see bad shit and say "hey that's fucked something needs to be done about that", it honestly makes my skin crawl for lack of a better phrase.

 

New psych talking about justice sensitivity. Relatable but seems like a bit of a joke given the state of the world

He had that conversation with Riker after Q gave him Q powers and it kind of got to his head

[–] TeraByteMarx@lemmy.dbzer0.com 1 points 3 months ago

Probably because someone already mentioned they have stock in it but uhh, sorry to step on your toes? God

[–] TeraByteMarx@lemmy.dbzer0.com 2 points 3 months ago (2 children)

All vaccine/ autism pseudoscience that saw prominence starting in the 90's based on one fraudulent paper written by a guy who claimed to be a doctor but was just straight up abusing kids to back up his claims and to sell his own product which was just MMR vaccine delivered in three seperate shots. Product developed before fraudulent paper.

[–] TeraByteMarx@lemmy.dbzer0.com 5 points 3 months ago (6 children)

You should watch hbomber vid on vaccines and autism if you are prepared for a bit of rage. It's def not based on any science or any poor understanding

[–] TeraByteMarx@lemmy.dbzer0.com 2 points 4 months ago

Thank posture puss

 
 

Can't shake the pervasive feeling that every person I pass is a threat to my wife, that we might get attacked for being trans. Being around people was never easy even when I wasn't visibly queer and trans. People are exhausting and I don't trust their stated motivations. I don't like the way we're looked at, when I do make eye contact with someone I regularly see extremely negative emotions written on their face. Feel unsafe and incompetent and anger starts to build up.

I'm four months on T this month and the decision to start was pretty significantly influenced by these feelings and the fear it would only continue to get worse. It feels impossible to begin to start interacting with people again, logically I know it's the next necessary step but anxiety, trauma make it super easy to avoid indefinitely. Does anyone relate or have advice?

 
 
 
 
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