Unbecredible

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[–] Unbecredible@lemm.ee 3 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago)

I’ve got about 300 or so words worth of storage

That’s more than enough to explain to myself what’s going on, what I’ve tried and anything else I’d want to know.

Are you insane????? 300 words is nothing. Imagine trying to investigate the time loop so you can break out. Merely keeping a list of the people you've already investigated would become impossible way too quickly.

More likely you'd try to make notes to yourself to preserve some sense of persistent identity and purpose in the face of the time loop. But that would require detailed descriptions of your experiences, thoughts, and feelings, and 300 words is only enough space for a few fairly meaningful notes or maybe several dozen super condensed notes "No flight 318, crashes. Love is time waste. John, Rachel, Liam, Tom are DTF. Murder 300 W. Elm 3/11 @ 4pm. Time flat circle? Saw in True Detective tv show"...etc But that type of note is barely adequate to convey simple instructions, much less to convey a sense of identity.

Just this comment is like 150 words. Christ I'm stressed, just thinking about it.

[–] Unbecredible@lemm.ee 3 points 3 months ago

They said he was too skinny to be a pro lifter.

[–] Unbecredible@lemm.ee 16 points 3 months ago

You're not gonna enjoy the movie as much if you take the easy torrent.

[–] Unbecredible@lemm.ee 8 points 3 months ago (1 children)

sounds like you DO have a use for one...

[–] Unbecredible@lemm.ee 2 points 3 months ago

Why does Redhat auto mount my extra hard drives at /run/media but Debian & Co put it in /media/?

hmmmm? Exactly. 9/11 was an inside job.

[–] Unbecredible@lemm.ee 3 points 3 months ago
[–] Unbecredible@lemm.ee 22 points 3 months ago (2 children)

Tldr: then I took Prozac and I was fine.

A while back my usual social anxiety kinda morphed into generalized anxiety disorder and I started having panic attacks, and that was bad of course, and I was in a permanent state of fear of....something/everything. And that was bad too of course.

But the really terrible thing was how after about a year and a half of that constant fear, my sense of reality began to "come unglued". At the time I remember marveling at how on-the-nose those common phrases turned out to be. Things like "stripped a gear, came unglued, had a screw loose..." felt exactly like what had happened to me.

Absolutely nothing felt "real" or "anchored" or familiar after awhile. I can't really convey the horror of it or the fear that I would never be able to feel "real" again. My thoughts started turning towards the question of "how can I persist like this? How am I going to keep from having to kill myself?"

Then I started taking a lot of Prozac and I was more or less fine in a few months. So yeah my experience with these drugs has been one of abject salvation. They may not be well understood, which probably leads to the shotgun method, but they're beautiful in my eyes.

[–] Unbecredible@lemm.ee 3 points 3 months ago

Ah I see thank you

[–] Unbecredible@lemm.ee 3 points 3 months ago (2 children)

What was the integral and what form does a solution take when there's no closed form?

I'm curious because I used to know but forgot most of calculus at this point.

[–] Unbecredible@lemm.ee 4 points 3 months ago

I learned about that in school in Kansas.

[–] Unbecredible@lemm.ee 3 points 3 months ago

Is that where you get that black jedi to do it for you? Cause that sounds problematic.

[–] Unbecredible@lemm.ee 10 points 4 months ago

I'm triggered. Why would you even mention that.

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