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My computer desktop was really dusty an cluttered and I didn't had much space, so I dusted everything and reorganized everything to have a little more space.

I'm getting obsessed with Plan 9 and I'd love to do something using this palette, but I don't have any good ideas.

My university "gifted" us these stickers to celebrate Engineer's Day in Colombia. I was so baffled because our university had a Graphic Design faculty. They could have given them the chance to design something nice, but they didn't.

Why are they wearing helmets? We are not even at Civil Engineering, we are at System Engineering/Computer Science, they didn't even make the LLM generate something that makes sense.

English

August 17th
Happy Engineer's Day
Thank you for providing us with solutions that help us build a better world
University of Research and Development (UDI)

Spanish

17 de agosto
Feliz día del ingeniero
Gracias por brindarnos soluciones que nos ayudan a construir un mundo mejor
Universidad de Investigación y Desarrollo (UDI)

I don't know why so many people like this game so much. I found it unfathomably boring, slow and repetitive.

I started playing back in 2021 because of a friend, he loved the game and asked me and another friend to play with him.

Gave the game a chance and it was absolutely atrocious, I didn't feel the character skills were interesting enough to spice the movement and shooting mechanics. Like, they do so little for the gameplay. And I was falling asleep when they locked-in and stopped talking while playing.

Comparisons are unfair but I don't know exactly why I disliked this game so much when I've always loved Counter Strike.

I cannot play anymore because my OS of choice doesn't allow kernel level anti-cheat but I really believe nothing of worth was lost.

I haven't felt great since a few years ago. I had ups and downs, but I have always maintained myself functional enough to not worry my family and friends.

Likewise, I have always been very pro-psychology, and it has greatly helped me with my problems. I never had proper appointments with an actual therapy plan until this year. Most of it was talking and venting at the student wellbeing office in my university and going to sessions in another university doctor's office.

At the start of the year, I had my first appointment for actual therapy in the long run, and my therapist diagnosed me with a mixed diagnosis of anxiety and depression. Even though I was greatly glad to know what was on my mind, I started to worry about how much I would rely on the health system.

I went twice or thrice with her, but all sessions have been question after question, and I don't feel I can do much right now. She hasn't asked me to do anything right now, and her schedule is full, and our next appointment was supposed to be around two weeks ago. And my fears about not being able to keep this in the long run are worrying me.

And I couldn't vent or talk to the wellbeing office either because she has been incredibly busy, and she's the only person qualified in the institution to do that. I have tried to talk to her, but everything is rushed and talked about super quickly.

Currently I don't have any suicidal ideations, nor have I ever had them, but it's increasingly more difficult to keep going as things are.

Thanks to everyone who read my ramblings up to this point; feel free to comment; I'll read you.