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I have a very small dose of Abilify that I take along Bupropion to "boost" the effect of the later and so far so good. I feel more energetic with it where I was more or less catatonic before and the effect was quick to act.

I hope you don't lose that light on the horizon!

CW : Story of suicidal thoughts and kind of self harm too.

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I too got diagnosed in the last few years with Bipolar with hypomania after I also did a test for ADD which was positive. I've struggled with suicidal thoughts since my teenage years but I knew that if I just waited it out, it would pass and I'd gain that sweet new will to live and a boost to my self esteem with it.

But yeah I had typical depressed stuff, isolating, dropping everything and projects I had started and missing while days too. I've started with Aripriprazole too but I was getting some morbid thoughts racing in my head too and that kind of stopped using antipsychotics.

But as other have noted, get a second opinion if you can, you know yourself better than anyone after all.

I feel like you would be able to while learningon the spot. At least manage to. I didn't mean that this would be easy. But since you would have so much time to give to it, you could learn about it.

Our collective bourgeoisie doesn't give a single fuck about human lives, they would only look good at the end of a rope.

I do, though english is not my native language but I should be okay learning through it.

Exactly my thought

I saw an article lately that there were not enough lighthouse keepers for remote islands and I pondered for a bit if I should drop everything and apply.

Happy to see my boi Shadowrun on there. Got to play it exactly once, as a GM