I can see that there's too much blocked instances for lemmy.
Just want to know what conditions they haven't met (despite the fact that some of them has explicit content) and if deploying my own instance to lower load on lemmy and beehaw was a bad idea.
Because every instance fetches other instance's communities when you first type that name in a search.
It means, when you search for "!community@midwest.social" (mind "!" at the begining), you should reload page after some time and search again. In that period your instance will fetch it from midwest.social and show in community search.