skymtf

Ive watched videos and I always end up getting really overwealmed, its also cost. Like the thrift stores in my area arnt very decent, and you can't try on anything anymore but I'm still on a budget. I kinda want to avoid shein, cause sizing was strange, and child labor. How stuff fits is also kinda hard since I don't really have hips and given I started puberty at like 12 I doubt they will ever exist on my body. I have some basic fem T shirts and Jeans I need to wear a belt which ive gotten gendered correctly a few times while wearing.

So for some context, I'm a pretty unattractive trans fem, I have issues with autism and adhd. I've recently just kinda came to realization I think I'm gonna be a loner for the rest of my existence, I don't blame anyone cause I'm autistic I don't pick up on jokes or social stuff. I get wrong ideas. I sleep 24/7 to try to sleep it off

I am honestly kinda curious how exactly you manage your servers and keep them up to date, I feel like there is a linux patch every week or so, which would usually require a reboot. Do you all deploy live patching, how you become aware of critical stuff in your otherwise busy lives, RSS?

I don't ever really see myself having a decent job. FFS feels like Its off the table.

I'm on mobile and I was wondering if anyone had a link for the community matrix chat? Is there one. I can't get the calckey instance to load right now to find it.

I have noticed quite a bit of delays on the frontend, not mad as I understand a ton migration stuff has been happening just wanted to check if I was alone in my expereince.

!I got better for a little while, but I realized I still look awful, dieiting seems kinda out of reach and also I feel like hrt can't fix me. I'm broke and getting off hrt is likely a good idea, tonight I'm gonna stop taking hrt. I'm gonna repost this on some truscum sunreddit cause while I disagree with them on nearly everything I feel like I do look creepy and I don't need love I deserve to be put in my place

https://imgur.com/a/S3LcFxO

as you can clearly see the first two are most accurate the others are angles and tricks

I'm a liar

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For some context I really want to loose weight and get rid of some pre hrt male fat I still have, I currently only eat one meal a day but from my thinking since they all seem to have some level of surgar I'm actually gaining weight even though I've only eating once that day. I'm not really sure but I know exercise will help and gym membership seems semi cheap.

I was wondering what exactly should I do there to help with that.

I know I have posted herd before and many have already seen my photos and said I had mental health issues but I'm still kinds convinced T hit me way too hard. I'm convinced that any doctor should of looked at me and said "no I'm sorry I don't think hrt will be able to help you" on top of that I was and still am very overweight I'm convinced I really should detranstion for the sake of the community, I would need to loose at least 200 pounds to know for sure. I would likely need go get off hrt cause I'm not only tall but also fat

async MediaUpload(photos : any[]) { const client = await this.Login() const full_photo_urls : string[] = photos.map((item) => item.full) let image_ids : string[] = []; full_photo_urls.forEach(async (image_url) => { const image_blob = await fetch(image_url).then(res => res.blob()) try { console.log("images are about to be posted!"); const image_res = await client.postMediaAttachment({file: image_blob}) console.log("Images were posted here"); console.log(image_res); } catch (error) { console.error(error); } }) return image_ids;

Runs Error block which results in this

{ failed: true, json: { id: '111037763715692057', type: 'image', url: 'https://files.botsin.space/media_attachments/files/111/037/763/715/692/057/original/c46fd6ce6b892c66.jpeg', preview_url: 'https://files.botsin.space/media_attachments/files/111/037/763/715/692/057/small/c46fd6ce6b892c66.jpeg', remote_url: null, preview_remote_url: null, text_url: null, meta: { original: [Object], small: [Object] }, description: null, blurhash: 'UEHo8yIm%gV?9Exv%fM{?u~qM_D%xvITM{xa' }, path: 'media', response: Response { [Symbol(realm)]: null, [Symbol(state)]: { aborted: false, rangeRequested: false, timingAllowPassed: true, requestIncludesCredentials: true, type: 'default', status: 200, timingInfo: [Object], cacheState: '', statusText: 'OK', headersList: [HeadersList], urlList: [Array], body: [Object] }, [Symbol(headers)]: HeadersList { cookies: null, [Symbol(headers map)]: [Map], [Symbol(headers map sorted)]: null } }, status: 200, rateLimit: 30 }

I am really confused given it gives me a status code 200 which means OK, but still says it failed??? I also used my debugging to understand this is the line where the error occurs

const image_res = await client.postMediaAttachment({file: image_blob})

also ignore the fact imageres is unused, I removed the code after it for testing since to ensure nothing else was causing the error

I keep saying my deadname in my head, this kinda started a bit after a family gathering where I heard my deadname a ton. This was in may and sometimes I will just say my deadname in my head and it feels wrong, it also kinda makes my real name feel a little wrong, even though I know it's not and I like the name skylar