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Yeah, I don't get along with that track, too much straight and the curves just don't turn the crank when they do arrive.

Oh, for sure, I just was making a comment about the difference in laptimes. It's literally the one event I refuse to miss each year lol.

only 1-2 minutes

Cries in Nurburgring 24H layout.

In this order: Imperialism (Lenin), Wretched of the Earth (Fanon), Neo-colonialism (Nkruma). If you prefer audiobook with context, all three of those are featured in the Marx Madness podcast as well and all are great reads.

You must watch this at least once. Of course, it's for the greater good.

Jenin, Jenin which is a documentary about apartheid conditions in Jenin, Palestine.

Might I also recommend Marx Madness? I've been listening to them and it has helped me a ton. I'd have never had the attention span to read Capital myself but listening to it being read to me while working swings when nobody is around? That I can do.

Season 1 does have super long episodes so if you already have an understanding of the Marx Labor Theory of Value, you can probably skip straight to Season 2, Lenin's State and Revolution.

I can't help with everything, but I can provide you with some possible hope. I have lived more than one of your bullet points in my lifetime. One thing I can tell you is that if you do end up with the life crippling medical debt, it can actually become a sweet release (hear me out, it isn't all sunshine and roses but it can end well).

My youngest was conceived while I was uninsured and the state that I lived in heavily means tested medicaid so I couldn't qualify because my parents made too much (though my child's mother wouldn't qualify to be on their plan). Even with near perfect cesarean delivery, that was one hell of an expensive pile of bills that I couldn't come close to affording. I started to get hounded by bill collectors regularly until I finally told one of them threatening legal action to go for it and hung up. I figured it was another empty threat but it wasn't and I got served a month later.

I was able to get the money for the bankruptcy lawyer (this is the hard part) and suddenly a whole ton of bills were just not an issue anymore. My credit score actually improved, ever so slightly, from the discharge.

It did take me damn near a decade to fully recover in terms of credit score and finding better work but I was able to get a high interest auto loan to get a bigger car that fit the whole family and was more reliable than my previous vehicle afterwards and also eventually relocate to an area with better opportunities.

Hang in there comrade, maybe see if any mutual aid exists in your area. I know it is difficult, but it can get better if the cards happen to fall just right.

Also, I totally understand dealing with reactionaries and fascists within your family. I don't talk to the vast majority of my extended family because they're either neo fascists or pompous liberals. Find yourself a group of comrades and make them your new family.

Chumbawumba agrees with you and so do I.

That doesn't surprise me, I meant more to say that the book, to my knowledge, is focused on the Canadian side of the border (I've only read the preface though so it could be that I'm just not yet far enough in if the US ones are addressed)

Red skin, white masks also tackles this, though I believe it focuses on Canada instead of the USA. Same issues, different borders. It's next on my reading list.

For examples in history, Black Reconstruction by DuBois is an excellent source of "if you let the fascist be fascist right after crushing them in a civil war, you're gonna have a bad time."