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What is Neurodivergence?

It's ADHD, Autism, OCD, schizophrenia, anxiety, depression, bi-polar, aspd, etc etc etc etc

“neurologically atypical patterns of thought or behavior”

So, it’s very broad, if you feel like it describes you then it does as far as we're concerned


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I have schizophrenia, a condition that fights itself being treated. I do pretty well on the meds. I'm pretty happy on the meds. But I still want to just abandon them and go all the way into being an addict until death. Part of me just doesn't want to do well. No matter how solid the solid becomes, I feel this deep need for these massive good and bad swings. I don't just need the highs of the psychotic mania, I need the lows too. A part of me wants to eat my hand again.

I've gone about a week without my anti-psychotic. I'm kinda split on whether or not I should take it tonight. I know this may seem like too much, but please convince me to take my meds

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[–] Beetle_O_Rourke@hexbear.net 9 points 11 months ago (5 children)

Repeated episodes, which are substantially more likely without the meds make the lows significantly lower, as well as lowering the highs.

My doc has me on an astronomical dose of 3 different atypicals and I chainsmoke to cope.

[–] LeylaLove@hexbear.net 6 points 11 months ago (4 children)

I need to start smoking cigs again. The pouches are great, but I feel certain areas of my life actively degrading because I don't have the regimen that cigarettes provided.

Yeah, I guess I just keep forgetting how low my episodes are. Literal months long of nothing but dissociation. They're so long that they always make me forget why I even live. What atypicals are you on if you don't mind me asking? Feel free to ignore this question

[–] Beetle_O_Rourke@hexbear.net 4 points 11 months ago (3 children)

Paliperodone (just switched from intramuscular to pills)

Olanzapine (devil drug, would rather be psychotic than the fat zombie this turns me into)

Aripipazole (tolerated fairly well all in all)

[–] LeylaLove@hexbear.net 5 points 11 months ago (1 children)

Pailperidone is one I'm actually interested in. How does it treat you? Was the injection actually good? I'd love the ability to not skip my meds for a month if it works that well.

Olanzapine was so weird for me. So much heavier with all of the worst side normal effects of anti-psychs. That's the drug that made me stop taking my prescribed meds.

Abilify gave me akathesia that I'm still living with and correcting.

How does the combo work for you? I have personal trauma with much of your cocktail, but I'm curious if it actually treats you right.

[–] Beetle_O_Rourke@hexbear.net 6 points 11 months ago (1 children)

[I tolerate the intramuscular APs much better because I don't randomly go into withdrawal after a night on the town. They are significantly more expensive in AmeriKKKa, so I switched to the pills because $5600 per vial was haram . I don't take the olanzapine at all. I am on four times the standard 5mg dose because of a shitty pdoc, and I had to fight for months to get it reduced from 40mg after stabilizing from my last episode. I really only keep it around as a trip killer.

The not!Parkinsons from atypicals sounds absolutely horrifying and the thought of it occasionally keeps me up at night, I am so sorry that you have to deal with that.

[–] LeylaLove@hexbear.net 3 points 11 months ago

Well just know if you ever hit that side effect of not!Parkinsons, you know. Back on abilify, it was so bad that I fully relapsed on opiates because they were the only thing that would help me sit still. I wanted to kill myself just so I could get some sleep, it was that bad. If you get it, there is no doubt in your mind

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