Even as we lose the material fight against stopping the palestinian genocide (which is horrific), we have decisively won in the realm of hearts and minds, look at polling all over the world.
Your voice is not in vain, history will be written about why the zionist narrative didn't take a suffocating hold on the conversation in places like the U.S. despite the narrative and the people pushing it on paper having every advantage.
Also something to consider, there is going to be blowback for the Palestinian Genocide for the rest of our lives, and many including Netanyahu desperately wanted that blowback globally to simplify into antisemitism instead of a more complex anticolonial understanding, the fact that normal people all over the world like you keep speaking up about being against the genocide and have done so from the start for the simple reason that you are against genocide makes jews all the over the world safer by taking momentum out of the cycle of bigotry, the louder we are the less this becomes about bullshit and the more it becomes about standing up together against genocide because genocide is awful.