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Wild Desire to Break Up with All My Friends... (infosec.pub)

submitted 4 days ago* (last edited 3 days ago) by DaniNatrix@leminal.space to c/womensstuff@piefed.blahaj.zone

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EDIT: this in an incredible community! Deep appreciation to everyone below who commented and responded, to LadyButterfly for being instrumental in creating this space, and to everyone who contributes to its safety and support. I'm very touched by the space a group of strangers held for me, thank you all so much, my cup runneth over💞

I understand I could just be going through it, life has been hectic, but I have a small friend group in my immediate area that I've known for about 4 years and recently, I've become increasingly uncomfortable around them.

Two of them are vicious gossips, they love to shit talk everyone in their lives, including each other, without compunction or remorse. They also occasionally engage in shady behavior. Both of them steal from Air BnBs (they'll take a vase or a bottle of room spray etc. nothing of real value, but still...) or try and cheat at things. I never tell them anything personal anymore, I've learned.

The other is making choices in her personal life, which is absolutely her prerogative, however, those choices are having an effect on her two young children. A lot of bringing new partners and people into their lives suddenly and then they disappear again, all on the heels of a recent divorce.

I am not a parent myself, so I feel like I shouldn't really have an opinion, and maybe I'm just being judgemental. For the record, I have zero issue with her having however many partners she wants to have, and under whatever circumstances, provided all parties are consenting. It just bothers me that folks she met online are coming to her house with the girls being there after only 3 or 4 dates....and there's some drinking and smoking weed involved as well.

Again, zero issue with folks who indulge, I'm sober now but I've definitely had my fun in the past and I'm no innocent. I just never got wasted around kids...

The thing is, I feel like an asshole, even just writing it out above. Who the hell am I to judge them? I'm no better than anyone else. But still, I don't trust two of them, and feel like I can't respond to the other one's questions and texts of tinder profiles etc. honestly without deeply offending her.

On the other hand, I can literally feel my pulse race and anxiety tick up when any of them reach out recently. I have a crazy impulse to just focus on my job and partner and break up with all of them. I have other long term friends that I'm very close to, but we live far away from each other. Those friendships are all comfortable and I trust them completely and can always be myself with them. We stay in touch via tech and see each other when we can, maybe once a year.

Am I being crazy? My mother is ill and I've had some grief and loss this year, so there's been some stress. At the same time, I'm eating healthy, sleeping well, exercising, and getting along well with my partner. Also keeping up with hobbies and self-care and climbing the ladder at work so I don't think it's depression.

Am I insufferable? Lay it on me, ladies.

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[–] LadyButterfly@piefed.blahaj.zone 3 points 3 days ago

Dani your edit so so kind! Thank you so much ❤️

[–] sprite0@sh.itjust.works 4 points 4 days ago* (last edited 4 days ago) (1 children)

It sounds healthy to me to get people like that out of your life. If they are talking about each other behind backs then they are talking about you. And stealing and cheating? These aren't quality folks! Find friends that lift you up and make you better and you'll benefit from it.

[–] DaniNatrix@leminal.space 2 points 4 days ago (2 children)

I took a stand on not wanting to listen to them talk about other people in any way that was malicious or mean spirited, and they lambasted me for it. Said everyone gossips and that I was a hypocrite (and I mean, look at me right now, talking about them to the faceless internet🤦‍♀️).

I do think it's human nature to share news and discuss happenings, and I'm certainly no saint. I just think there's a difference between maliciously tearing people down and telling someone that your friend got an amazing promotion and your proud of them, ya know?

[–] ZDL@lazysoci.al 3 points 4 days ago

… and I mean, look at me right now, talking about them to the faceless internet🤦‍♀️ …

Let me cut that off right now.

You're not gossiping here. You're mentioning third-party people without name or any identifying characteristics that anybody not already in your social circle would recognize. This is not what gossip is. Gossip mentions names (directly or indirectly) and deals with people that all parties involved know.

[–] sprite0@sh.itjust.works 1 points 4 days ago (1 children)

yes, there is a huge difference. And you aren't gossiping because we don't know these people and you haven't named them; asking for advice and describing their behavior isn't gossip!

[–] DaniNatrix@leminal.space 1 points 4 days ago

I can stand my ground pretty well nowadays but not when folks get shouty, and one of them weaponizes anger and it makes me feel wary. When I took that stand, she got so defensive that she was yelling and, at the time, I just shut down. I'm glad I'm not alone in seeing a difference between the two!

[–] Sunsofold@lemmings.world 1 points 4 days ago

Those aren't friends. If you don't feel like you can trust someone, they aren't a friend. You have been lying to yourself to say they are. Don't guilt trip yourself for stopping the lie.

[–] ZDL@lazysoci.al 1 points 4 days ago (1 children)

One very unpopular truth that I learned in life that tends to get me cancelled in some circles when I dare express it is this: No human being has intrinsic worth. Your worth as a human being is the value you bring to others. (Note: "Value" here is not pecuniary. If you make someone laugh when they're unhappy, that's worth. If you draw stupid, quirky little stick figure diagrams that liven up the office space when you paste them on cubicle walls, that's worth. Only in sociopathic circles is "value" equated with "money".)

To me it sounds like the friends you're talking about have ceased bringing value to your life. They are not worth the attention and energy it takes for you to be friends. It's absolutely fine to distance yourself slowly (or quickly, if that's what you want) from them.

[–] DaniNatrix@leminal.space 0 points 3 days ago (1 children)

I like your perspective. As an addict in recovery, one of my mantras that I say to myself is, "you're not special!" (In the "you can't sit with us!!" voice from Mean Girls, specifically lol). The first time my partner heard me do that, they tried to correct me and I explained that I understand that I am special to them, and that's lovely. But I'm not special in the sense that the rules do indeed apply to me.

In active addiction, my sense of entitlement was intense, I think many addicts have issues with "terminal uniqueness" tbh. It's helpful for me to routinely check my ego and remind myself that life doesn't owe me shit and science does not care about my feelings lol. Maybe bleak to some but oh so helpful to me.

[–] ZDL@lazysoci.al 1 points 3 days ago

It was a lesson hard-earned for me too. Not through addiction but through … other avenues.

[–] oftheair@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 4 days ago* (last edited 4 days ago) (2 children)

I am not a parent myself, so I feel like I shouldn't really have an opinion

This is one of the biggest lies in life. If your goal is truly to protect/care about children, then that's absolutely what you should do (though not through any kind of cops, including cps etc, if possible as they just make things worse). You don't need to be a parent to recognise when another person is suffering, but make sure they actually are and don't go off of mere suspicion. That way you can work with them to make sure they are getting the care and understanding they need. Maybe offer to look after them ocassionally if you can and would like to.

[–] Beacon@fedia.io 0 points 4 days ago (1 children)

Yeah there are ways to address issues like this without being confrontational at all. Like you can send them an article titled something like "Single parents who frequently bring new partners around their children winds up harming children's mental health, new study shows", and then say "i just came across this article on my feed and thought you might find it interesting"

[–] Maeve@kbin.earth 1 points 4 days ago

That's going to upset someone more than just saying, "children tend to live what they learned at home, as an adult, without intervention."

[–] scintilla@beehaw.org 0 points 4 days ago (1 children)

In some situations (not this one from the limited information we have) getting CPS involved is necessary because of the way that the legal system works.

[–] oftheair@lemmy.blahaj.zone 0 points 4 days ago (1 children)

Our point is that CPS and the legal system is not the only way to solve problems and other ways should be tried before ever touching them if at all possible.

[–] DaniNatrix@leminal.space 0 points 4 days ago (1 children)

I agree, I wouldn't involve CPS. Their father is active in their lives, though not primary custodian. And, while I may struggle with this person, they love their kids deeply, that's one of the reasons it's so difficult, I don't think they see how it's affecting them. Then again, we all have our blind spots, myself included, I only see a sliver of their lives, my perspective is not the whole story by any means.

[–] oftheair@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 4 days ago* (last edited 3 days ago)

We think the best thing is to talk to them, both your friend and the kids (seperately), if you can. We understand if that feels really difficult, but we think it's the best way forward to learn what is actually going on.

[–] tabarnaski@sh.itjust.works 0 points 4 days ago

I'm a man, so do what you want with this advice :)

I don't think that you are being too judgemental. It's okay to have some sort of moral compass and when you do, it's ok to be uncomfortable around people who don't align with it. We need to identify to the people we hang out with, so if their behaviour doesn't fit week with our values there will be some sort of tension, inevitably.

Detaching yourself from this group can be a source of anxiety since it feels like making yourself an outcast but there are people out there who you might feel more comfortable around. Finding them might not be easy, but I'm sure you can!

[–] Almonds@mander.xyz 0 points 4 days ago (1 children)

It's okay to realize your life path has diverged from these people and step out of the friendships. Even if they at one point donated you a kidney, you shouldn't stay friends only out of obligation. You don't seem to really need extra friends in your life, and if you did, you'd likely meet new potential friends through your hobbies anyway

If it were me, I'd just have a list of canned replies like "oh, hey I'm super busy right now. Maybe X can give you their opinion on that profile", or, "thanks for the invitation! But I need to run some errands and help my mom out this weekend". This way you're not really breaking up with them overtly, because honestly I'm not sure they wouldn't react in a crazy way. After a few weeks of being unavailable they'll (hopefully) slowly stop reaching out.

[–] DaniNatrix@leminal.space 0 points 4 days ago (1 children)

I have to admit, it can be easy to play on my empathy and they are all going through some challenging things. I know that's not an excuse for bad behavior though. It's difficult for me, personally, as I have some fawning behaviors that I'm still working on and one of them can be a bit of a bully.

I do feel a little ridiculous crowd sourcing opinions at my age but the combination of shared history and my impulse to help people (aka codependency issues), inspired me to get outside views. I appreciate the validation btw, and I like the idea of the slow fade. I do worry about the volatility I've seen from one of them so I'm not eager for confrontation (scaredy cat lol).

[–] Maeve@kbin.earth 0 points 4 days ago (1 children)

You deserve empathy, too. And if friends are breadcrumbing you, this is just self care, so do less for others to give to yourself. Toxic empathy is real.

https://www.verywellmind.com/can-you-have-too-much-empathy-5224139

[–] sprite0@sh.itjust.works 0 points 3 days ago (1 children)

thank you for this resource i needed this too

[–] Maeve@kbin.earth 1 points 3 days ago

You are welcome.