Findmysec

joined 1 year ago
[–] Findmysec 2 points 1 year ago (7 children)

I know what to do, what should happen (in theory), and I want to do it. But I waste my time away. Is there a way out of this?

[–] Findmysec 1 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

No ADHD AFAIK.

Well, the stuff that I procrastinate on is inherently private and likely shouldn't be allowed access to for people outside. In doing so, I only stay accountable to myself, and we can see how well that has gone

[–] Findmysec 2 points 1 year ago (3 children)

Absolutely. But I want to do it, and yet I procrastinate. This has got to be a serious flaw in personality to procrastinate in doing a hobby

[–] Findmysec 1 points 1 year ago

Oh absolutely there's no way I'm using CEXes for this. Thanks for the explanation

[–] Findmysec 2 points 1 year ago (5 children)

That's a difficult question. This is a hobby that I'd like to be more diligent in

[–] Findmysec 3 points 1 year ago (1 children)

Do people in Japan use Haveno? Is there any cash-by-mail happening in Japan?

[–] Findmysec 3 points 1 year ago (16 children)

To clarify, I'm talking about being motivated enough to host public facing services like Invidious and SearXNG, maybe a Monero node. But I'm lacking motivation when doing things strictly for personal use like a project tracker for my personal projects, a personal media server. Basically, since I'm accountable to no one, I don't feel the light nudge I need to get to work on something.

In terms of hosting software, sure I can read about configuration. I tend to have the overall process planned out in terms of what to expect.

The main problem is, let's say I give an hour a day on hosting a FOSS project. I could easily give it 4 hours if I were motivated, but I'm not. Because I procrastinate and waste time. It's only during the later hours at night when I realise I have a deadline (need to go to bed) and my mind kicks into overdrive and I accomplish whatever I can in that hour.

That's the behaviour I'm trying to solve.

[–] Findmysec 2 points 1 year ago

I will try it, thanks

[–] Findmysec 1 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago)

I thought most admins only used cloudflare as a CDN for the images (except LW, they are full of shit). What do you propose for quicker propagation of non-text media?

[–] Findmysec 1 points 1 year ago

It would be nice to not be lazy for my own needs for once lol

[–] Findmysec 2 points 1 year ago (1 children)

I see. I think it's the same case as me, I need realistic deadlines to really focus.

Unfortunately, I don't have anyone that I can say this to. Any automated methods to induce such a feeling?

[–] Findmysec 1 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) (2 children)

Your saying I'm lacking motivation because I'm not organized enough?

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