Sierra_Is_Bee

joined 2 years ago
[–] Sierra_Is_Bee@beehaw.org 2 points 1 month ago

The real pedos want what they want easy and state sanctioned.

[–] Sierra_Is_Bee@beehaw.org 10 points 2 months ago (1 children)

Anyone else see that windshield wiper looking like Slenderman? Just me?

[–] Sierra_Is_Bee@beehaw.org 3 points 3 months ago

I can't recall exactly what helped change but it definitely for strong after socially transitioning, which I only did after two years on e. It helped that people supported me and saw me as a women too when I came out. I guess I needed the outside validation to help me probably.

My advice would be try to dream journal and/or see if you can realize you're in a dream and start controlling it, therefore allowing you to change yourself to as you should be. Whenever I have a dream I can control (which is rare) it was helpful to go "this body is wrong" and change over to how I actually was sometimes. I know that is like kind of hard to do and pretty soft as far as advice but it's what I got . I wish you all the best! 💜💜💜

[–] Sierra_Is_Bee@beehaw.org 7 points 3 months ago (2 children)

I didn't start seeing myself as a woman in my dreams until like 1.5 - 2 years in on estrogen. It also bothers me that I can't remember ever dreaming of myself as a girl prior to transition.

Funny enough, the concept in my dreams is that I complain a lot about getting misgendered (thanks internalized transphobia) but I at least see myself as I look physically in my day to day. For those first two years or so my mental image of myself was my "male" me. 🤮

[–] Sierra_Is_Bee@beehaw.org 1 points 3 months ago

Damn, came to make this joke myself.

[–] Sierra_Is_Bee@beehaw.org 4 points 4 months ago

Pretty certain this is the coup part guys and gals. 💀

[–] Sierra_Is_Bee@beehaw.org 12 points 4 months ago (1 children)

My Endo has asked a bit about my breast development but did not do an unasked for examination and confirmed I was ok answering questions about them. I think your Endo overstepped your boundaries. :(

[–] Sierra_Is_Bee@beehaw.org 3 points 4 months ago

I mean, I FEEL better after lesbian sex. Whether or not that makes anything else better is up for debate.

[–] Sierra_Is_Bee@beehaw.org 13 points 5 months ago

Nah, I was so dense about being trans that I didn't have dreams about being my proper gender until TWO YEARS into medically transitioning on HRT LOL

[–] Sierra_Is_Bee@beehaw.org 1 points 6 months ago* (last edited 6 months ago)

So sounds like they're forcing a het relationship down our throats this time with that descriptor. /s

[–] Sierra_Is_Bee@beehaw.org 5 points 6 months ago (1 children)

Sure, but we have a hell of lot more we can learn to live in balance from indigenous folks than we can from oil barons, tech bros and billionaires.

[–] Sierra_Is_Bee@beehaw.org 9 points 6 months ago (3 children)

Imperfect? Probably. Better than what we're doing now? That's a fucking certainty.

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