Over 5 months of near weekly appointments, I've managed to show up early twice.
How early? About 24 hours. Late to everything else all the time. Granted this is the best quality of care I've ever experienced and don't want to fuck it up. Turns out that'll motivate me!
May I introduce you to prog?
Covet and CHON are a good place to start for instrumental math rock; I reccomennd effloresce and Homey, respectively.
From there I'd suggest Plini, Intervals, and Arch Echo to add some grit.
But if you really really want to hate yourself and break your guitar over you knee? Id like to introduce you to Tosin Abasi;
https://youtu.be/bt-RoSzsEKA
https://youtu.be/0jpOBd949O4