May I ask what happened that you are off your meds? Perhaps we can band together and find a solution.
(Example, on the menopause forums when doctors refuse or withdraw hrt, there can sometimes be help: online resources, or suggestions on what to ask and how to ask it, or suggestions on alternatives when certain dosages or therapies don't work)
There's a lot of overlap with adhd and meno brain (peri and meno also often uncover previously undiagnosed adhd)
Having outside help is invaluable when your own brain is scattered.
My husband says eMachines have a pretty common capacitor problem. It's an easy fix to remove and replace for people who know how.
Before selling, the capacitors should be visually checked, at minimum, because they can leak and that's no good.