It’s more incredibly tangled and highly coupled code. It’s the kinda code where you can’t change anything because it causes a catastrophic cascade of issues. Basically where software engineers throw design out the window and just starting coding random bullshit that “works”
“”Punch line”💀💀”💀💀
The funny thing is, I’m just going with the joke, I’m actually pretty good with regex lol
With grep it’s me who hallucinates that I can right good regex :,)
Someone’s leg
As soon as ANYTHING launches a crypto coin or nft. You leave, it’s dead, it’s a scam
Anon is going to get hole punched through him
That’s definitely a rock in a hard place.
I’ve been in a similar situation from a bad experience that I’d rather not get into here that lead me to have panic attacks related to ingestion of any “substance” or drug. Even ibuprofen or Tylenol. I thought it’d give me a heart attack or my skin would fall of all sorts of stuff. Couldn’t even drink caffeine or I’d panic so hard I’d pass out and loose feeling in my limbs.
Was a difficult time. What ended up helping me was exposure therapy. Over several years exposing myself to triggers in a safe setting. Teaching my logical mind to soothe the monkey throwing levers up there.
Don’t ever blame yourself for your trauma. It’s ok to take things slow. Mental health care in the US sucks. I’m sorry you’re going through this. I couldn’t imagine not being able to sleep
A coping mechanism I will share from dealing with my own pain is running. Long distance specifically. I find it really helps clear the mind, and exhaust the body. Helps to sleep when you can’t
Sometimes medication is an important step. You may need to find a psychiatrist. Medication in combination with therapy is more affective than either alone. Talk with your therapist, and psychiatrist, trust their plan but be honest with them off the bat on how you medicine is affecting you. If the first on they prescribe doesn’t work. Don’t be afraid to try another. Don’t let them give you anything crazy though and always take you medicine as prescribed. Seek second opinions or find a new therapist if anything feels off
That’s exactly what time saying, we are currently “playing fair” but we don’t need to
If I can read your thoughts, it can change them. I guess it depends on the level of sophistication but it opens up the ONE place in the entire world that is completely yours.