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[CW: self harm][CW: suicidal thoughts] Loneliness (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago) by kiara@lemmy.blahaj.zone to c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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Since the start of puberty I shut myself in my room, mostly only to come out for school/work and for visiting my father every second weekend because my parents are divorced.

A bit over two years ago I realized I was trans, but I could still live like that, being in my room most of the time. After starting HRT I began to feel lonely and feeling the need for friends, which I didn't feel before.

Now, at around three months after starting HRT I feel like I die if I continue to not have any social contacts and already harmed myself because of the loneliness. At least everyone who knows me is supportive and I managed to talk to my mother that we do more together like walking, but it didn't really help with the loneliness.

I have no idea how to make friends. I don't talk much, partly because I hate my voice, but also because it is difficult for me to find words and things to talk about and I can't say anything when I am in a group of more than a few people.

I don't really expect helpful advice here but anything would be appreciated. I mostly just wanted to write that all down.

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[–] nkat2112@sh.itjust.works 10 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago) (5 children)

Internet Dad here,

Kiara, I just want to tell you that you are wonderful just the way you are, and while you might not like the sound of your voice, to others out there, it's a beautiful melody. Mark my words.

I'm glad you have your network of support, but I also understand that doesn't solve the battle with loneliness that you're confronted with.

I'm not very good with advice, but I'm wondering if the world needs a chance to get to know you. If you're often in that room, that might be an obstacle.

When you can, go out and take long walks. You might need to force yourself a little to do that. Dress the way you want. Also, try to smile even when you're not in the mood to smile. Perhaps I'm being overly optimistic, but I like to think happiness is just in front of us but we need to reach out to grasp it. That reaching out requires effort. And in our grief at times, we feel a lack of motivation to apply that effort. But I'm asking you to do so.

Take walks, take deep slow breaths, drink water, and know that you are loved.

Your Lemmy family is looking out for you. Keep us posted.

Also, if you have time, there is a protest starting shortly - No Kings 2. It might be helpful to be with a crowd of people who tend to have a lot of empathy.

Sending virtual hugs, keep your Lemmy family in the loop, we're rooting for you!

EDIT: grammar correction.

[–] kiara@lemmy.blahaj.zone 7 points 1 day ago (4 children)

Thank you very much. I already go out walking together with my mom, I added that in the post. I don't really like to do things alone. I dressed in clothes I am comfortable in since almost two years, even in public.

I don't know about the No Kings protest. Is it in the USA? I live in Germany

[–] nkat2112@sh.itjust.works 3 points 16 hours ago (1 children)

Hi again, Kiara! I'm so embarrassed that I just assumed you live in the USA. I'm not a very smart guy, let's just put it at that. And I'm glad you're dressing comfortably in the way you want for two years now. I'm just catching up with all the posts in this thread and I'm glad to see the interaction with others here.

I'm not sure if this is a good idea, but would it be helpful to get on a dating app for the purpose of meeting others, and perhaps individuals that might be compatible with your fine qualities? (Somebody, please jump in if I'm giving dumb advice - thank you!)

I also wonder if there are events in your area that are trans-friendly.

[–] kiara@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 14 hours ago

Thank you, I will try it

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