kiara

joined 2 years ago
[–] kiara@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 1 hour ago

Thank you, I will try it

[–] kiara@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 10 hours ago

Thank you. I live in the middle of germany, so a bit far away

[–] kiara@lemmy.blahaj.zone 5 points 19 hours ago

My whole conversation while grocery shopping is mostly "Hello", "with card" and "thank you, bye", so it's not much.

For voice training I would need to speak more, I don't think the few words I say per day are enough and I just can't speak out loud when there's no one to have a conversation with.

It's not about others hating my voice, but me hating my voice. I hate it when I get called over MS Teams at work and after I say "hello" I have to explain that I really am Kiara, even though my name stands under my profile picture, because my voice just doesn't fit. It happens every single time when I get called by someone I didn't talk to before

[–] kiara@lemmy.blahaj.zone 4 points 20 hours ago (2 children)

I was part of a local lgbt group that met regularly, but that group got its own problems, so meet ups only happen very seldom now. I'm thinking of joining the left party (Die Linke).

I did athletics like running and long jumping years ago and would like to start again, but clubs are mostly about competitions and I don't like to be in competitions.

[–] kiara@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 20 hours ago

My younger brothers are less than half my age, so I can't really talk with them and my older sister already moved out. I'm already being more in the living room than in my room

[–] kiara@lemmy.blahaj.zone 7 points 1 day ago (4 children)

Thank you very much. I already go out walking together with my mom, I added that in the post. I don't really like to do things alone. I dressed in clothes I am comfortable in since almost two years, even in public.

I don't know about the No Kings protest. Is it in the USA? I live in Germany

 

Since the start of puberty I shut myself in my room, mostly only to come out for school/work and for visiting my father every second weekend because my parents are divorced.

A bit over two years ago I realized I was trans, but I could still live like that, being in my room most of the time. After starting HRT I began to feel lonely and feeling the need for friends, which I didn't feel before.

Now, at around three months after starting HRT I feel like I die if I continue to not have any social contacts and already harmed myself because of the loneliness. At least everyone who knows me is supportive and I managed to talk to my mother that we do more together like walking, but it didn't really help with the loneliness.

I have no idea how to make friends. I don't talk much, partly because I hate my voice, but also because it is difficult for me to find words and things to talk about and I can't say anything when I am in a group of more than a few people.

I don't really expect helpful advice here but anything would be appreciated. I mostly just wanted to write that all down.

[–] kiara@lemmy.blahaj.zone 1 points 1 day ago

I found it funny too after I realized what was wrong. MM/YY is a really bad date format

[–] kiara@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 points 1 day ago (2 children)

When I interpreted a date like 01/24 as the 24th of January instead of January of the year 2024

[–] kiara@lemmy.blahaj.zone 5 points 2 days ago

It's supposed to be stars but thank you for the advice with the pen

[–] kiara@lemmy.blahaj.zone 5 points 2 days ago

Thank you. I will try with a toothpick next time

 

Nails of my left hand painted black with yellow dots

Nails of my right hand painted black with yellow dots

It's my first time trying multiple colours. How do they look?

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