Regarding the end it all thoughts, I get that sometimes when I'm overwhelmed. Lately, I've been refocusing on what I can control, and that seems to make the problems more manageable. Whether Trump is going to destroy everything or not, I don't know. But I do know that I can't do anything about it. What I can do is improve my position and maybe my community so that we're better prepared if it happens.
My ADHD meds manage my depression alone. I will never take another SSRI again. They kill my personality and make me dull. SNRIs make me feel weird and have other physical side effects. Nope. The only antidepressant that I'm cool with is Wellbutrin because it gives me the choice to muscle thru and change things so that whatever is causing my depression is resolved, but its benefits only last a few months for me.
Updated, thanks!