FemboyStalin

No sorry, i became unemployed and had to stop it. I was planning on rebooting it once the next patch came out.

Thats where im at. :(

Down with cis

This morning i had a really rough time; i had an earring fall out and the hole is too swollen to put a replacement, some old lady tried to run me off the road because she couldnt stay in her land during a turn, and i forgot to take my pills. All of it accumulated into a scream from deep down. Usually when i scream it feels so "man" and just makes me feel even worse after, but this one felt very feminine rage yelling. Im not sure what was different but it actually felt nice to yell for the first time in forever.

My local oil change location has 20% off for "ladies nights". My car needs full synthetic so one thing led to another....

The Mandela effect is rooted in racism just as much as this is.

I hope you like it! Tell me your opinions once you read it!

It really does. Your best hope is that you get "adopted" by a charismatic person and just brought into their circles if you are cool.

If we were in the same city I'd be your friend. :(

Id say go to local events and talk to the people around you. I'm sure there are pro Palestinian rallies somewhere by you. I've met so many cool people just talking to the person standing next to me at a rally or march. Sometimes the main point of a "do nothing" protest is actually be a reason to bring like minded folks together.

I'm really worried all my questions end up being answered by your last line there. I'm hoping that I'm missing something though.

I was under the impression zionists made her cry?

I agree with the sentiment in here of don't worry about labels too much. Just try out different stuff and play with it until you find what fits for you.

Personally, I'm a 35 year old trans woman. When I was growing up trans women were only the butt of jokes in shows and movies. I didn't think people actually were trans so I wrote off a lot of my obvious feelings as "everyone feels this." I had a tough time identifying it because as I aged, masculinity didn't feel right but I'm autistic so nothing ever really felt right.

It didn't all click for me until I was watching a trans youtuber's coming out video. I can't find the transcript for it, but the line that just SHOOK me was something along the lines of "I looked in the mirror and I saw myself aging into an old man and I was terrified". I had those feelings before and then the rest of her experience really clicked into place for me and all the egg-y shit I had felt and thought really came into focus. It took a while to actually publicly transition, but in the meantime I would dress in feminine clothes at home to try and find my style. And expressing my gender more just resonated deeply with me and I ended up having to publicly transition.

As an aside, I think the book Whipping Girl really helped me understand my gender better, but that might just be because the author's experiences lined up with mine really well, my cis wife says it really helped with understanding her gender too.